MOPHS

"Mophs. They're really nice things. But they get mad if you take thier foods.

Doodle. Freehand. Feh.

I'm sad and angry. I'm going to go back to my sad, lowly state of bottling up all of my feelings and showing everybody a happy, unrealistic, fake person on the outside. Why? Nobody deserves to know what I really want to be. They always forget and always crush my feelings along with no apology. I'm going to not share my feelings anymore. I'm sick of it. People just get mad whenever I want, or try to. So I'm just not going to do anything that hurts so much, or would lead to more anger against me. My brother just made me hideously angry yesterday, called me a crackhead, and just showed me that I'm "crazy". I was going to do my "diabolical" plan of distorting his account, and deleting every file he has. Password protected? I know his pass, but I'd rather just delete his account. He abuses whatever I do. My parents take his side. I'm just going to show Cheery, happy, DDDDDDDD feelings now. Sadness and anger would be bottled up. I really don't care if I get horribly sick. I do sometimes think the world's better off with one less child, but whatever. That's just my opinion.

If undertimed, I'm sorry. If you hate me, I understand. No, I'm not leaving TDO. I'm not leaving anything or saying anything that means to you. I'm just telling you all that Auddie's going to be ... how should I put it..? Unrealistic and happy. Yup. I'll be the same in real life too. I'm exploding with anger that I would break the door again, but I'll just let it all slide in my head to give me a huge headache and light-headedness.

Sorry for the long comment, too. "